When You Don’t Want To Go Back To The Way You Were

I had braces on my upper teeth three times. Count them. One. Two. Three.

As the orthodontist explained, “Teeth have a memory. They always want to go back to the way they were.”

As soon as he said those words, I felt convicted. I have a tendency to go back to the way I was.

We all do.

Karen (not her real name) admitted to single handedly destroying her marriage with passive aggressive coldness, destructive words, and disrespect of the worst kind. After her husband walked away from the marriage, she had a Holy Spirit moment and realized what she had done. Karen’s heart softened and she vowed never be that woman again.

She immersed herself in Bible study and began to pray for her ex-husband even though the marriage was over. Karen took on the beautiful holy glow of a woman who knew she was totally forgiven and completely loved by God. Miraculously, her ex-husband saw the change, and the marriage was restored!

However, after a few years, the destructive behavior began to creep back in.

A word here.

A cold shoulder there.

A retreating into self for weeks at a time.

Ten years after the miraculous restoration, the marriage crashed and burned.

“Teeth have a memory. They always want to go back to the way they were.”

Jesus saw this tendency to fall into old ways when He cleaned out the temple. In the beginning of his ministry, after his first miracle of turning the water into wine at the wedding of Cana, He traveled to Jerusalem to celebrate the Passover.

“In the temple courts he found men selling cattle, sheep and doves and others sitting at tables exchanging money. So he made a whip out of cords and drove all from the temple area, both sheep and cattle, he scattered the coins of the moneychangers and overturned their tables. To those who sold doves he said, ‘Get these out of here! How dare you turn my Father’s house into a market.’” (John 2:14-16 NIV)

Three years later, during his last week of life on earth, Jesus came upon the unholy mess again.

“Jesus entered the temple area and drove out all who were buying and selling there. He overturned the tables of the moneychangers and the benches of those selling doves. ‘It is written,’ he said to them, ‘My house will be called a house of prayer, but you are making it a den of robbers’” (Matthew 21:12-13 NIV).

How did the corruption happen the second time? I don’t think it happened all at once. After Jesus cleared out the temple initially, I suspect it stayed that way for a time. But one day, a moneychanger set up his table. Then another brought in a few birds, followed by a couple of sheep, and then here came a cow.

The next thing you know, the temple wasn’t any different than it was before Jesus cleared it out and cleaned it up three years earlier. In three years it had reverted back to an unholy mess.

And God whispers in my ear: “Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own” (1 Corinthians 6:19 NIV).

Sometimes I am that messy temple.

Swept-clean sinful behavior, ungodly thoughts, and jump-off-the-cliff emotions are itching to creep back in at all times. It is up to me (and to you) to keep the temple clean.

Perhaps you’ve had a Holy Spirit moment at some point in your life—a moment that caused you to make a major lifestyle change.

But for the moment to maintain momentum, we need to be constantly aware of our tendency to revert…to go back to the way we were.

I am so thankful that Jesus went back to clean out the temple a second time. It lets me know that He will graciously return to my messy self again and again with broom in hand.

I don’t know about you, but I never want to go back to the way I was.

Let’s make a declaration today. If you can say it with all your heart, leave a comment and say, “By God’s grace, I’ll never go back to the way I was.”

 

 

18 Responses to When You Don’t Want To Go Back To The Way You Were

  1. Denise Reynolds July 17, 2018 at 8:10 am #

    By God’s grace, I’ll never go back to the way I was!

    • Pamela Gibson July 17, 2018 at 9:10 am #

      By Gods grace I’ll never go back to the way I was.

    • Lisa Harris July 17, 2018 at 12:31 pm #

      By God’s grace, I’ll never go back to the way I was!

  2. Cathy July 17, 2018 at 9:56 am #

    What an amazing devotional!!! I do not ever want to go back to the way I was!!!

  3. Linda July 17, 2018 at 11:04 am #

    “By God’s grace, I’ll never go back to the way I was.”

  4. Sheila Arroyo July 20, 2018 at 11:01 am #

    “By God’s grace, I’ll never!!! go back to the way I was.” Thank you Jesus for changing me by way of 2 simultaneous strokes. Best thing to have happened to me to make radical changes. Who knew so many blessing could come through this situation. I didn’t. Miracles!!!! Thank you Jesus!!!!!

  5. Denise July 20, 2018 at 8:20 pm #

    By Gods grace, I will never go back to the way I was!!

  6. Julie July 27, 2018 at 8:00 am #

    By Gods GRACE I WILL NEVER EVER GO BACK TO THE WAY I WAS !!!$!

  7. Kimberly Johnson July 27, 2018 at 9:27 am #

    By God’s grace, I will never go back to the way I was.

  8. Susan July 27, 2018 at 4:08 pm #

    By God’s grace I’ll never go back to the way I was

  9. Karen Kent July 27, 2018 at 8:05 pm #

    By Gods amazing grace, I will never go back to the way I was!

  10. Alison Ravins July 31, 2018 at 10:11 am #

    By God’s grace, I will never go back to the way I was

  11. Tracey Bangert July 31, 2018 at 3:19 pm #

    By God’s grace, I will never go back to the way I was!!

  12. Denise M. August 17, 2018 at 7:12 pm #

    By Gods grace & favor, i will never go back to the way i was !!!!!

  13. Dottie Earwood August 24, 2018 at 8:33 am #

    With God’s help, I don’t wanna go back to the way I was!!!

  14. Danielle August 24, 2018 at 11:31 am #

    By God’s loving grace, I’ll never go back to the way I was!

  15. Tosin August 29, 2018 at 9:18 am #

    By God’s grace, I will never go back to the way I was.

  16. Marti September 13, 2018 at 8:14 pm #

    By His GRACE, I will not go back to who I was. He has conquered all for me! (time and time again – never giving up on me)

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