When You Feel Weighed Down, Worn Out, and Bound Up

free from suffering


I was riding down the crowded streets of Mexico City in a cab when I saw her. She measured about four feet high, backed curved, bent at the waist at a ninety-degree angle, and fingers gnarled and twisted shut. Like an upside down chair, her face was parallel to the dirty sidewalk. Feet, dirt, trash. That was her view of the world. She shuffled alongside our car as we inched through the congested traffic. I saw her, but she did not see me. She could not see me. She just saw feet.

Sharon, look at my daughter, God seemed to say. When you read in the Bible about the woman with the crippled back, never again see her as a character in a story. See her as you see this woman now. Flesh and blood. Real and relevant. My daughter. Your sister.

God reminded me once again that the women we read about in the Bible were real people–just like you and me. We must never forget that. And while we might not be able to relate to being crippled physically like the woman in Luke 13:10-17, most of us can relate to being crippled spiritually or emotionally.

We see feet…people passing by going about their busy lives. We see dirt…the mistakes we’ve made through the years. We see trash…the pain inflicted on us by others and many times by our own poor decisions.

Jesus said to the woman with the crippled back, “Woman, you are released (set free) from your infirmity! (Luke 13:12 AMP) 

He invites you and me: “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls” (Matthew 11:28-29).

Rest for our souls. Isn’t that what we all want?

Like the woman with the crippled back, we may have “a spirit of infirmity,” a sickness of the soul. That is an interesting way to explain her illness. More than just a crippled back, her spirit was crippled as well.

Linda Hollies, in her book, Jesus and Those Bodacious Women brings this point home.

“There are many spirits that can cause you to walk around in a bent-over state. They might be your color, your gender, your age, your marital state, your family, or they could be abuse, injustice, resentment, oppression, despair, loneliness, your economic state, or even a physical challenge. It makes no difference what has hurt you in the past, it makes no difference how old you were when the trauma affected your life, and it makes no difference what your wealth, position, or status is. For the evil one comes to steal, kill, and destroy and each one of us is a candidate for being bent and bowed.”

Bent and bowed.

The weight of the world on your shoulders.

Little by little.

Day by day.

Heaviness too difficult to bear.

A spirit of infirmity.

Crippled by shame, fear, pain, disappointment, depression, poverty, insecurity, inferiority, inadequacy, broken dreams.

Satan, the one who orchestrates the spirit of infirmity, wants to cripple us into inactivity so that our walk becomes a shuffle. Our voice becomes a whisper. Our vision becomes a blur.

Who put the chains on her in the first place? Jesus said Satan had her bound (Luke 13:16). In reality, all sickness was ushered into the world when Adam and Eve believed Satan’s lie over God’s truth and ate the forbidden fruit.

For the thirty-three years that Jesus walked the earth, he was in a life-and-death struggle with evil. John tells us that the reason Jesus came was to destroy the devil’s work (1 John 3:8). The battleground is the world and humans are the pawns of the evil one.

Note the language in Luke 13, “locked up” and “set free.” This is about much more than physical healing. It is about spiritual freedom. And when Jesus said on the cross, “It is finished,” it was.

Don’t miss this. Jesus said, “Woman, you are set free from your infirmity.” There are those words again–set free. The words paint a picture of chains and manacles falling from a prisoner’s shackled body. Another translation says it this way, “Woman, you are released from your infirmity!”(Luke 12:13 Amplified). The irons of oppression that held her prisoner to this crippled frame gave way and fell at Jesus’ feet as he unlocked the chains that had her bound.

Jesus came to set us free and that freedom comes in many forms. Whatever Satan is using to bind you, Jesus came to free you. Free from…and free to.

I can’t say that enough. For far too long we’ve looked at freedom only in terms of what we are free from. But freedom encompasses so much more than a shedding of chains. esus set us free to live the abundant life by being all that he has created us to be and accomplishing all that he has planned for us to do. Setting her straight (literally) was only the beginning for her.

What is God setting you free from today? What is God setting you free to do?

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5 Responses to When You Feel Weighed Down, Worn Out, and Bound Up

  1. Margaret Ponchel August 4, 2015 at 8:22 am #

    Sharon, this lines up with God’s promise of eternal life when we BELIEVE that Jesus is the son of God, that He came to give us freedom from our sin life, that He died and rose again 3 days later triumphant over death! Jesus sits at the throne with Father God. We all can have our chains broken through faith in Jesus Christ! I love how you ended this devotional by reminding us that those chains that are broken have freed us for what God has in store for us! Looking forward to each day with the Lord! Thanks so much for your words of encouragement!

  2. Susanne Kessaris August 5, 2015 at 3:14 pm #

    This is wonderful! This reminds me that we have all been set free from some type of bondage or another. We must never forget so that we can have compassion on those who have not yet known what it is like to know freedom in Christ. It is an encouragement to keep reaching out and be a witness for Christ wherever we are and in whatever state we may find others that are hurting.

  3. Laura Lafrenz August 16, 2015 at 6:34 pm #

    This has been an especially hard time for me. This writing is perfect for my situation. Thank you for reminding me that Jesus has come to set us free!

  4. Alexandria Perse September 10, 2015 at 6:41 pm #

    I loved reading this, it feeds my desperate soul so much. I have been robbed so much in every way throughout my life, the abuses weigh my heart down. The last trial has been chronic pain from a surgery for cancerous tumors. The repair work has left me bedridden for 2 years, and marginally functioning this 3rd year.

    I submitted my life to the Lord the end of June and I am learning to trust God, and I am looking to him for every answer. I had never read that verse in Luke 13:12, and I was amazed that it even existed and so I prayed that for myself!! I also did not know or even think that Satan was the one who authors the Spirit of infirmity. I wish for freedom in every aspect. I too, have battled my whole life. I am hoping I get to do something more in this life for God, I hope he will give me ways to serve him!!

  5. Teresa March 2, 2016 at 2:18 am #

    I love to know that within the chains of bondage by overwhelming arthritis to my joints & this cage that I have been confined to by satan, is coming to an end. I can’t let him have the final sentencing of my life. I’m as guilty as every other woman to let him bind every aspect of my life. He has wore me down physically, mentally, emotionally & spiritually. It is time to put on the full armor of God & take my stand by the One who loves me unconditionally! I need to stop looking for someone else to blame & put blame where it is due! I no longer want or desire to walk bent over, looking at the dust & dirt upon my shoes. Jesus took that place upon the cross so that I could stand up straight with eyes forward sharing His love & forgiveness to every woman that I see! I may have to revisit this blog everyday just to stand up & give all glory & praise to the one that has enabled me to stand tall, Jesus my Savior as long as I may need to look up to the Heavens, never to walk bent over & crippled again!

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